Friday, March 19, 2010

on beauty

walking home
it is the waving wishes
of the dandelions.
impertinent weeds hawking
fistfuls of weightless hope next to the boarded-up buildings.

it is the orange sun,
debutant black fingerbranches silhouetted
and the single orange stoplight
like a cut-out punched through the wrought iron
a perfect swatch-match, color-wise,
signal and sky.

it is the fact
that each of us is the nation of Israel
and we are led through rivers
and butchered calves and Sodom and
Manna (damn that chewy white stuff)
to break us and rebuild us into
a risen people
a city like transparent glass
and clear as crystal.

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

a soul as big as this valley



He is wooing you from the jaws of distress
to a spacious place free from restriction.

Thursday, March 4, 2010

two ways.

hunker down
to write out, wring out
the truth, the mystery.
find the formula, words
to define God and all sadness.
wholly explain. ruminate.

or just watch
the hawk in the wind
above the canyon
(earth-still wings) drifting.
all knowing,
moving and unmoving,
aware of every angle
and arc of sky.

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

nostalgia


Why am I looking through college pictures right now? I have no idea. I think I'm wistfully enjoying the memories of a time when life was all about me. Isn't that the point of college?

Anyway, I found some magnetic poetry that adorned our fridge senior year. I really think none of us could have known how applicable this advice was. I don't remember who wrote it; I'm pretty sure I didn't.

Also, while I don't consider the bit in the lower corner to have anything to do with the poem, it is still quite amusing.




Saturday, February 20, 2010

moodstreams

I totally forgot about this website and then I found it again. I think I've actually written about it before, a super long time ago. It's fun to play around with:

Sunday, February 14, 2010

natural faith casts out fear (john muir)

Hiking in Yosemite last week, I couldn't stop thinking about beauty from ashes, and about the story of the Phoenix. I've watched a lot of mistakes turn into beauty lately. Everything smashed on the floor, shattered. But then the rebuilding starts. The bravest choice: to create beauty out of failure. Free of the restrictions of prescribed shape, lives take on an uncensored beauty.

Yosemite rocks make me less afraid of things, perhaps because their permanance has nothing to do with me and my perfection. They have been there so much longer than I have been sweating out my latest problem/failure, and they just don't care. That majestic disinterest is incredibly comforting, somehow.


Tuesday, February 2, 2010

classroom chats

One of our vocab words is stifled.

I tell the class about stifling laughter, and how they've probably had to stifle a laugh when they knew it's an inappropriate time to disrupt class with a laugh. Then I ask what else can be stifled.

Girl on the left side of the room raises her hand, and shares the absolutely lovely reply, 'your creative spirit!'

Yes, I say.

Boy on right side of the room raises his hand and shares the absolutely honest reply, 'a fart!'

Yes, I say again. That is absolutely correct.

Oh, junior high, your highs and lows of maturity really never do cease to amaze me.